How do you allow Jesus to heal you and lighten the burdens of your traumas? Do you believe he can heal you and give you a new life? That he can forgive your lies and shine the truth in your spirit?

show notes:

In this episode, Heidi has a live inner healing session with Miranda as she seeks Jesus to heal her past traumas. Miranda allows herself to invite Jesus into her life and let go of lies and grudges she held on to for a long time.

Listen in to learn how the Holy Spirit can turn your nightmares into dreams guided by His presence.

Top Takeaways:

• How to invite Jesus into your life to heal your past traumas and present pain.
• How to allow Jesus to place dreams in you and declaring that you’re worthy.
• The release you receive by forgiving yourself and others.

What you will learn:

• How Miranda is translating tombstone dreams as the death of some things in her life.
• Miranda invites the Holy Spirit to heal her devastation from past trauma.
• Why she believed she lost herself during her single mom season.
• A prayer to detach and repent from a lie and asking Jesus to shine the truth.
• She forgives those that wronged her during her season of pain, including herself.
• A closing prayer with Heidi.
• The power of God breathing new hope, new life, and even new dreams into your life.
• How God sees Miranda and how He’s going to lighten her burdens.

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WHAT IS INNER HEALING AND WHO NEEDS IT?

“Inner healing is actually the application of the crucified and resurrected life of Jesus Christand His blood to those parts of my heart and yours that did not fully “get the message” when we first received Jesus as Savior. Because some areas deep in our hearts have not believed and accepted the good news of our death and rebirth in Him, the fullness of His work has not yet happened for us.” – John and Mark Stanford, Charisma Magazine.

It’s getting access to the full benefits of what Jesus paid for on the cross. Healing and becoming whole is a process“We don’t train for battle in times of war, but we train in times of peace.”Don’t wait till things get really bad to learn how to connect with the Lord and receive His healing. This is not an issue of whether we’re saved or not. Salvation is a free gift.

Working OUT our salvation is very different from working FOR our salvation. Inner healing is a tool that can we can use to partner with the Holy Spirit to renew our minds; to step into breakthrough and freedom.

Why?

So that we can love the Lord with our whole heart, whole mind, and whole strength and soul. The Lord is after the whole heart in connection and in relationship with Him. So often we are living with broken-heartedness to one degree or another. If those wounds are not healed, they can manifest in many ways: including sadness, anger, depression, fear, anxiety, un-forgiveness, disunity, self-rejection, and self-hatred. What we believe in our mind may not be what we experience as truth in the heart, based on life experiences (Romans 7:15 and 19).

Prophetic heart healing is about creating space for the Lord to meet with the parts of us that desperately need that complete healing that only he can bring, so we can live from our whole hearts.

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Detailed Transcript:

Hey Beloveds! Welcome back to the show! This week, we have an incredible, incredible behind the scenes and just kind of inside look to what it looks like, feels like, sounds like to participate in a prophetic heart healing session. And so we have a receiver on. And so you’re gonna get a glimpse of what it’s like to actually go through this. But I do want to just kind of share a little bit about inner healing for those that are new to this. Okay, so inner healing is just the application of the crucified and resurrected life of Jesus and His blood to those parts of our hearts that did not fully get the message when we first received Jesus as Savior. Because some of this stuff in our hearts, it goes really, really deep. It’s not working FOR our salvation, right? It’s working OUT our salvation. Being transformed by the renewing of our mind. This is a process.

And so inner healing is a tool we can use to partner with Holy Spirit to renew our minds and step into breakthrough and freedom. So if we have any, you know, wounds in our soul or broken-heartedness, and we don’t bring that to the Healer, these old wounds can fester. And they can hinder us from living from the fullness of what Jesus paid for on the cross. That complete freedom and wholeness. If we have self-doubt, you know, this can be a block for success in life. It says that you’re not in alignment with the truth of who God says you are. And so this can manifest internally, right with our thoughts, the way we think of ourselves the way we almost externally then treat others or treat ourselves.

And so prophetic heart healing is really just about creating that space for the Lord to meet with the parts of us that so desperately need that complete healing that only he can bring. So we can live from our whole hearts. The absolute main objective, first and foremost, and during these sessions, is to create connection with Jesus. That healing will happen, that deliverance will happen, that freedom will happen. And that comes as a byproduct of who he is, but that is secondary. Above all else, he wants a relationship. And the prophetic piece is just hearing what God has to say about this person. And so typically, during a session, we have someone who’s facilitating that’s going to be me, we have someone who’s receiving and then we also have an intercessor present, just to cover the session in prayer, just to kind of provide that extra covering for the receiver, the facilitator to push back anything that’s not from the Lord, just cover the time in protection with what they’re praying.

And then also, if they receive prophetically anything that the Lord has to say about this person’s identity, their destiny, their purpose, maybe strategy, anything like that. And so hearing God’s voice in these sessions is vital both for the receiver and for the facilitator. And so with that intercessor has a very important role. And what is prophecy, okay? Prophecy is a ministry of the Holy Spirit. It is one of the nine gifts of the Holy Spirit spoken of in First Corinthians 12:10. It says “to another, the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another discerning of spirits, to another different kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues.” And so Paul is telling us to follow after love and to desire spiritual gifts, but rather that you may prophesy he highlights this one, because everybody should passionately pursue hearing the voice of the Lord. And so when we hear from God, you know what he’s speaking to us in our hearts, some people see differently, they might see a picture in their mind, they might feel something, sense something, hear something. And so that is meant to edify uplift and comfort the person that is receiving. And so you’re going to get to hear at the end, the intercessor come in and share what she received during the session for the receiver.

I also want to speak to repentance for just a bit because in this particular session, the receiver was led into a space for repentance. And I just want to speak to that for a minute for those that aren’t familiar with the concept of repentance and what it means. It’s not just feeling sorry, or feeling…actually there’s no condemnation in this at all. It’s like a holy reset button. It is turning from our ways. It is turning from our ways to his ways that are higher. It is a redemptive principle for redeeming souls and healing. In the kingdom of God, nothing starts over without repentance. And so it’s more than just being sorry, it’s a state of mind. And it involves the act of changing one’s mind in order to agree with God and His ways His ways are higher, right? His thoughts are higher, so that we can agree with his ways and move in the opposite direction that we have been going and that we move away from the behavior, thoughts that we’re repenting about.

And so the word repentance is actually made up of two English words return and penthouse. So repentance means to return to the penthouse. It is an ever rising building. The penthouse is always found at the top of the building, right? So repentance means to go back to the top of Kingdom living (Francis Myles “I Speak To The Earth.” It’s to realign yourself and push that holy reset button to realign your thoughts and behaviors with God. This was an incredible breakthrough session. I can’t wait for you to listen to it.

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Speaker 1:

I am sensing that there is some pain behind the walls. Is that something you want to explore?

Speaker 2:

I saw a picture before we started and I’m connecting the joy things so I’m not sure if that’s a part of it.

Speaker 1:

Okay.

Speaker 2:

I saw a tombstone before the memory of the joy before you asked at the end of your prayer. I think okay. I don’t usually see that.

Speaker 1:

Lord you know that Miranda wants freedom from her emotions taking charge. Her past traumas overtaking her. Is there a connection with that and the tombstone? Anything that you’re seeing sensing or feeling you can feel free to share.

Speaker 2:

When I saw the first saw the tombstone I felt like he was saying those are old like dreams or something that I feel that I think person I’m like those are my some of my dreams like those are some my dreams. I called them dead. Like I call them. How do I say that? I call them dead. But you know and I’m like, oh, something obviously things have died. That’s it for them. That’s over kind of like I thought that was an ending. Hard articulate a little bit. But with the trauma and pain when you ask that. Just sensing that some things in my life have felt like death. If I’m on the right track.

Speaker 1:

Is there anything you want to ask Jesus specifically about that?

Speaker 2:

No, I’m not sure. I felt like when he showed me the tombstone, like did I come into agreement with did I come to agreement like saying oh, that’s dead? Like I judged it dead. But he was like, no, it’s sleeping or no, it might have felt like that. But you know he brings life from death. So I was just kind of trying to ask does it, is it stuff I came into agreement with?

Speaker 1:

Sure. Do you want to try this on? Did I believe that some of my dreams had to die?

Speaker 2:

Had to. Okay, Lord. Did I believe some of my dreams had to die? I don’t know so much had to. It almost fits. But it’s like just has to be tweaked, I think. I think I’m believing something else about it.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, we can just sit here with that. Just ask her what do you want her to know about that?

Speaker 2:

I think it’s something like, I think it’s something like when I saw the tombstone, and if it’s misleading, if I’m being misled, I want to go into another subject. But I feel like I saw the tombstone. And I’m like, What? And it was almost like I judged things in my life. Oh, it’s dead, hopeless, done. And I think it was a misjudgment or a wrong judgment, but not in a condemning way. Like it. Does that make sense?

Speaker 1:

Do you want to ask him more about that, like anything specific, you say judge things dad is hopeless. Done? Do you want to know specifically what those things are? Would you like to move on?

Speaker 2:

We can move on. Holy Spirit can bring it back.

Speaker 1:

All right, Lord, we just want to ask you if there’s another memory that you want to take Miranda to today. She came for heart healing. You go before her. You make a way where there’s no way and you go before her. So is there a memory that you want to take Miranda to and heal today? And if you’re seeing sensing, feeling hearing anything, you can report that out? And if you’re not, you can report that to.

Speaker 2:

Yeah, I’m hearing the word devastation.

Speaker 1:

That sounds painful. Do you want to give Holy Spirit permission to heal your soul and that pain right now? Okay, so I just want you to say Holy Spirit,

Holy Spirit, I give you permission, I give you permission to heal my soul right now. To my soul right now. And to take me to any memory

take me to any memory that you would like to heal today that you’d like to heal today.

Speaker 1:

Wherever you’re at in that memory, I just want you to stay there. And if you want to share what it looks like you can, but if not, that’s fine. I just want you to ask Jesus to come into that place with you. So you can just say “Jesus come into this place with me.” Now I want you to look around that place that you’re at and see if you can see or sense his presence or him anywhere in that memory. And if it feels okay for you to report out where you are, kind of if you can see him or sense him there. And kind of what’s going on.

Speaker 2:

Yeah, I’m just in my apartment that I shared with Victoria. As a single mother. I don’t know how old she was, probably six so I was 26 or 27. I guess I judge that season like the walking dead. I don’t know that TV show. But I felt like that.

Speaker 1:

Oh, man, I feel the presence of Lord so strong right now. I just got chills on my back. Yeah. Well, if you feel comfortable to ask him what lie did I believe in this place and in this pain?

Speaker 2:

Well, no, I just I don’t need to know I don’t know about a lie. I’ll ask that. I just felt like I was being buried alive. I just feel like from trauma and being so separated, mentally dissociated. What lie was I believing Lord? Like I guess the lie. I think I’m hearing is I like was barely holding things together. Like survival mode. But barely. I’m barely holding things together. So it keeps going. I’m barely holding it together. Barely, like clawing my way through life.

Speaker 1:

So I’m getting a sense just to go back to the tombstone. When you said some things that felt like death. And things you felt were dead hopeless. Maybe dreams that – you tell me if this connects, dreams that may have had felt like they had to die during that season. Because of your circumstances or situation as a single mom?

Speaker 2:

More like, no not what you said but close. I don’t know. I had the inability to dream, an inabilit. More like “what happened to my dreams as a little girl?” Like what happened to any of those? What happened to anything being good in life. Like there was nothing good at that time. Yes, Victoria, but besides that just pain.

Speaker 1:

Do you feel like it’s a lie losing the ability to dream? Do you feel like that might have been a lie, looking back you lost the ability to dream?

Speaker 2:

Yeah, I feel like that’s the lie. Because like I would dream about one day having a wedding or getting married or “Thank you Lord for my husband” like so in that bare like wilderness segment. I call it that’s why I thought it was wilderness. I was like, Oh, no, I’m gonna but there wasn’t a lot of Miranda. Like I totally feel like I lost Miranda in that season. Like I could put on a good face and I could try. I picked up pieces every day and put stuff together for people to for me to function but I was like literally just functioning shattered like walking around shattered so it was just crazy. Anyway.

Speaker 1:

Would it be accurate to say your feelings at that time were like you were the walking dead?

Speaker 2:

Yeah, that’s accurate. Yeah.

Speaker 1:

Going back to the freedom you’re seeking for your feelings trying to take over and the warfare in the past trauma is trying to overtake you, does that connect anything in the now with that same feeling of like the walking dead?

Speaker 2:

It would be if things get overwhelming or too much fear comes in or triggers or something? Just I can’t go there again. Like I don’t want to. So like yeah, my feelings try to overtake seems like when? Yeah, I forgot your question.

Speaker 1:

Oh, it’s okay. I just wrote down three things. Fear of overwhelm, feeling like the walking dead, and inability to dream. And I feel like God wants to restore it. Like, you know, looking at those lies and just having to repent and just breaking agreement. Would you like to go through that with me? Yeah. Okay. So we’ll do it for each of the three things. So you can pray, repent for believing,

Speaker 2:

I repent, father for believing in fear and overwhelm, and fear and overwhelm. I break agreement with this lie. I break agreement with those lies. I render it powerless and void in my life. Remove anything that attached to me through this lie and heal my heart. heal my heart.

Speaker 1:

All right, and now we’re going to ask him to show you the truth. So he is the way, the truth, and the life. We’re going to ask Jesus, show me the truth.

Speaker 2:

Jesus, show me the truth. What truth do you want me to replace the lie that I believe? I don’t know, I just see a waterfall.

Speaker 1:

I sense His grace, just kind of overflowing and washing over you. So instead of fear and overwhelm, we’re just gonna decree and declare the truth of His grace washing over you. And the kingdom is voice activated, as you know. So just speaking out loud, I decree and declare…

Speaker 2:

I decree and declare that I’m a daughter of grace and his grace washes over me.

Speaker 1:

How does that feel? So we’re gonna do that again for the next one.

Speaker 2:

I repent thinking or believing or feeling that I was the walking dead. I break agreement with this lie and render it powerless and void in my life. Remove anything that is attached to me through this lie and heal my heart.

Speaker 1:

Just ask Jesus to show you the truth.

Speaker 2:

What is the truth that you want to replace the lie? I hear there’s always hope.

Speaker 1:

So we can decree and declare that truth out loud.

Speaker 2:

I decree and declare that I’m a daughter of hope. That felt good. I see rainbow like paint, like paint a rainbow, light color paint over the tombstone and kind of like erase it.

Speaker 1:

Oh my gosh, that’s awesome! Okay, we have one more…

Speaker 2:

I repent for believing I have the inability to dream. I break agreement with this lie and render a powerless and void in my life. Remove anything that was attached to me through this lie and heal my heart.

Speaker 1:

Okay, now you can ask them to show you the truth.

Speaker 2:

Jesus what is the truth? What truth do you want to replace the lie that I believed? Just that he put dreams in me before I was born. He like buried them but the buried isn’t a negative thing. They were like buried for protection. But anyway, what are you getting?

Speaker 1:

Yeah, I feel like he’s redeeming it.

Speaker 2:

There’s a verse in the Bible that’s like they will be those who have dreamed but I don’t know the verse, but it’s he showed me that a while ago and I was like, “and thank you.!” Yeah, it’s the one that you know they’ll come out singing and dancing and be like those dreams but I don’t remember what verse so?

Speaker 1:

Yeah, it’s just decree and declare whatever speaks to. I like the “I Am.. I decree and declare that I am.”

Speaker 2:

I decree and declare that the dreams you put before me, you know, putting me before I was born are coming to surface. It is to create a clear guide the dreams you placed in me before time. You’re redeeming them. You’re redeeming those dreams. I’m going to live them out. I’m worthy of the dreams you placed inside of me. I decree and declare that I’m worthy. I’m worthy of the dreams of the dreams he placed inside of me.

Speaker 1:

Yes, releasing. Are we just thank you Lord for this release of pain and trauma and lies and ask if you have anything you’d like to gift Miranda in exchange for her releasing that to you?

Speaker 2:

I see a scroll. I’m just taking the scroll and putting it inside me.

Speaker 1:

Is there anything you want to ask him about to scroll? I just believe that he was saying I’m not only gonna he’s not only interested in my dreams, but the people my generation who didn’t get to fulfill theirs is going to be passed on to me and my children. I’m taking them. I receive that Lord.

Speaker 2:

Thank you Jesus for inheritance. We have about 15 minutes left. And so I just like to give people the opportunity for forgiveness because I feel like it’s a technology like repentance. Would you like to ask Holy Spirit if there’s anyone that he would like you to forgive? Whether it be yourself or others or God?

Speaker 1:

Is there anyone need to forgive? Yeah, I mean, I felt like everybody turned their backs on me during that season and it was blanket. Everybody. No matter what. So Father I forgive you. I repent for accusation towards you. And I forgive you for turning, what I thought when you turning your back. I mean, just leaving me for dead. I repent and repent for accusation towards you. I forgive my mom and dad for what I thought setting me up for failure. That they set me up for failure. I forgive my ex husband for that. I forgive Victoria for all those choices that she made that weren’t that helpful. I forgive myself for not making the right choices as well or the right choices I think I should have made. I forgive myself for not choosing wisely.

Speaker 2:

Does this feel like a good place for us to end today. Do you feel a sense of peace? Is there anything else you’d like to ask the Lord? Oh, no, not that I can think of right now.

Speaker 1:

Okay. So I’m just going to pray in closing us out. Lord, I thank you for what you’re doing with Miranda. I bless Miranda’s heart to receive the fullness of your healing and break through today. Lord, thank you for taking that heaviness, that burden, that weight, those feelings of devastation and abandonment and anger and sadness and just hurt. Thank you for what you begin, you always finish so I know you will see this heart work and Miranda through to completion. Lord, I ask that you would take Miranda deeper and further in connection with you than she’s ever gone before. And Lord I just released an acceleration on the work you’re doing right here. And ask that even as we get off this call, you will continue to highlight and bring insight and clarity for Miranda on the situations that we discussed today. I bless Miranda’s heart and ask that you would seal everything you’re doing today across every realm, age, timeline and dimension, past, present and future. I call this a blessed, fruitful and prosperous and Holy Spirit, I ask that you fill Miranda fresh and wash off anything that is not of you. I ask you to release a fresh outpouring of your dunamis power in Miranda from the top of her head to the tip of her toes. And I seal everything up today with the mighty blood of Jesus. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.

Speaker 3:

I sent you needed to be reminded of the everlasting love and His faithfulness. And that it’s real, and it’s for you. The other thing I heard was double portion. And Isaiah 61:7, says “instead of shame and dishonor, you will enjoy a double share of honor, you will possess a double portion of prosperity in your land and everlasting joy will be yours.” That might be something you take by faith. And while we were in the session, I saw you wearing a helmet. And so I’m wondering if there is you know, when you think of a helmet, you wear a helmet to protect your mind and to protect your head. When we think of the helmet of salvation and the armor of God, it’s a reminder that our salvation comes from the Lord. And that wearing that helmet also helps us to fill our minds with how God sees us and the truth that He has for us.

And standing in that place of knowing who you are in Christ. Make sure I didn’t miss anything. When you were just praying that the Lord would breathe new life into your dreams. And I was reminded of that scripture in Ezekiel 37. You know, when the prophet was breathing new life into the dry bones and bringing life to it. And this is only by the Holy Spirit only by the Lord that can breathe life into you into your dreams. It looks like he did that tonight. It was awesome. Awesome. Thank you. I think that is all. Oh and the other scripture is Romans 15:13 on hope, “I pray that God the source of hope will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trusted him. Then you will overflow with competent hope through the power of the Holy Spirit.”

Speaker 1:

So I got a song before our call. It’s the waymaker one. And I just feel like he was saying “I’m making away.” When I asked the Lord, what do you love about Miranda? He says “she’s my glory maker.” And so maker was in there twice. He sees you as his majestic beauty. And I just got that sense of that breaker anointing again, that there’s this breaker anointing on you. And he’s also breaking off performance and the expectations that come with the pressure to perform.

That he’s making heavy burdens light. Do you want to share anything of what you’re feeling right now?

Speaker 2:

Um, it was a little hard. I think like, I mean, I’m in a safe place, but my body was like, we’re not in a safe place for a short time. And I’ve been through an inner healing before and I was like, “Oh, man.” So I think the good thing was I definitely could feel or Vianne’s prayers and just I knew there was prayer behind this because if I wanted to slip or not do it or not, I don’t want to miss out on what God has.

Not that I would but you know, I could have shut down I could have but I felt like that talk like no, you’re in a safe place. Just keep pushing through, pushing through. And no, I felt like it was nice. As far as safe like that I mentioned but also like, I felt like I was just surrounded in love and care and no agenda except for the Lord’s and it was gonna be like I was what’s the word like you covered me on your end as far as like “Okay, try this on or do this.” And nothing was forced.

But also, like, if I didn’t get it, I didn’t feel like I’m gonna miss it. You were like, well, let’s go here. Let’s go here. It was really good. The body went through some release. I don’t even know what the word is when you feel the stupid trauma come back again. So went through that. So I’ll rest later and sleep good tonight, hopefully. But no, I feel like it’s important. I like the connection to Jesus like, yeah, lastly, when you were like, I think there’s pain behind those walls. Well, of course, there’s I’m sure there was pain, but I went up to the walls and like break them down. Like if you don’t want the walls, they’re breaking down. Like he didn’t direct them. And I would just go up like in a movie or whatever. I just went up and touched them and they just disappeared. I went and just touched like three or four of however long how many were in between us. I just went up and touched them. And it just like, vanished and I was like, “What on earth?” So that was cool to share. But other than that, no, I’m happy. I’m so happy I was you’re your first.

Speaker 1:

Well, thank you.

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